Sunday, 10 April 2016

Mixed emotions

Today I went and bought a toddler bed for Lance. I'm so excited to show it to him, but I'm also a bit sad to see the cot go. That really means he's not a baby anymore.

I'm also starting to feel anxious and nervous about how Lance will take to the new baby. I hope he will not be too jealous and start acting out. It will be tricky to figure out a balance of making sure he gets the attention he needs and deserves while I look after a newborn.

I try to make sure I spend a lot of quality time with him now while I can and also enjoy him at this great stage where he's turning into a boy. In a few months he's not going to be an only child anymore and I'm having a lot of mixed emotions about that. It's hard to imagine loving another baby as much as I love Lance. Hopefully it will all fall into place!

Xx

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