New sibling

The past week I've noticed such a big difference in Lance's approach to other kids and babies. He used to get a bit nervous and was a bit standoffish if they got to close to him. Now all of a sudden he wants to cuddle and kiss everyone. He gets really excited when he sees other kids and babies. Fingers crossed he will be this excited to meet his new sibling when it's time 😊

I'm starting to feel very ready for this baby to come. I can feel myself mentally getting ready for what's to come. I'm sure it will still be a big shock and that I have no idea what I'm in for. But I'm ready to take on the challenge. A couple of weeks ago I was freaking out just thinking about it and felt so overwhelmed by the thought of having two kids. I think it's had a lot to do with getting the nursery prepared and getting bits and pieces ready for the arrival.

I am a bit nervous about how I will cope after this baby, since I struggled to bond with Lance for the first months and the post pardum depression was nagging away at me for the first year at least. I'm hoping for a different experience this time.

I'm just trying to enjoy these last few weeks of being able to bond with Lance and watching him grow and develop every day.

Xx