Apologies

The power of an apology is a lot bigger than any compensation.

I know my husband will probably agree with this. For me an apology is so extremely difficult for me to issue. I almost rather flea than face the situation and apologise. I'm not sure what I think will happen if I do, but for some reason it's a scary thing.

I don't have any trouble admitting when I'm wrong when it comes to facts. But the times when I've said something inappropriate, let my feelings take over and blurted out an insult or point blank hurt someone unintentionally, it stings. I'd rather avoid the person for as long as I can instead of apologising.

Now, the dilemma comes when I realise that I have to teach Lance how and when to apologise and why it's the right thing to do. Man am I the wrong person for this job. I think I might need to learn alongside him. And I hope I can just get over my fears and own up. What's the worst thing that could happen?
(famous last words)

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